I started my Kabballah course. Everything I'm hearing makes me think about Ron. I want him to listen to this. He needs to listen to this. But if I try to contact him I'll be violating the restraining order.
I could have a friend contact him, but, how can I ask someone else to do that?
Am I crazy to even care and want to try and help him now, after I failed to be able to help him for over two years?